I can’t tell you how many times I’ve wanted to post on here and just couldn’t. There is no lack of things to say and yet, when I sit to write, nothing wants to come out… or nothing comes out properly.
One thing I am noticing is the fight between grace and overwhelm. There is so much to do and so little time to do it. For the first time in years, I am struggling with pacing, with balance (a dirty word), with figuring out what is a priority…because it all seems like a priority. It’s like someone cranked up the hamster wheel but I am not running (and that is a good thing). Pray tell, how did we all make it through college? Because that’s what this season feels like. Like class is in session.
But I am learning; boy am I learning! In 2023, after God gently took the rose colored glasses from my face, I began living in the world as it is and not how I want it to be. It has been a life changing transformation, one that hasn’t made me bitter (the one thing I’ve never been thank God!) but has made me wiser and ruthless in protecting this woman God made in His image.
I am grateful and I hope that one day, in time, I can share what I have learned.